*A part of me tells me not to share this experience with the people around, but then a part of me tells me that it the experience with SALVIA, which is so DIVINE that it should reach out to more and more people around.*
There they are..so many kids, colors, different patterns, airplanes flying around, along with innumerable strangers standing out to pull me into some other vortex known as an alternative world. I know this sounds unusual, but this was exactly what my whole first Salvia experience was.
The traditional “Bong” (no, I am not talking about any Bengali beauty here) was loaded with 20X Salvia when I first tried it. I was specifically told (rather was strictly instructed) to take one enormous hit of the DIVINE plant and hold it for good 15-30 seconds. “Diligently” I followed every instruction as I did not want anything to go wrong with my experience.
I held my breath for some 25 seconds and after that I just exhaled the smoke out. I closed my eyes and a few seconds later, I saw airplanes hovering over my head which then turned into some colorful steel pipes, and then these pipes began to float like some liquid (in a matter of milliseconds). The whole liquid was then turned into some 600+ children, who were dancing. Singing and hoping around the whole place.
I began to wonder that where am I in between all these things???
To my surprise, I was there only with all those kids. I was laughing and talking to them…:D
Soon after this, a big pattern of vivid colors began to overcome my visualization (you can say it a dream too), which was like a rainbow. The colors were vivacious, but I remember myself getting trapped into every color (this all seemed to me like different patterns). I was trying hard, in fact very hard to break all the patterns to come out. I felt like a lost soul during this tribulation. It got me so scared that all I wanted was to leave that world (I feel I was in some unknown world with deep boundaries around it) and reach my world as soon as possible.
My entire experience lasted for some 20 minutes before I regained my composure. I was so scared of the whole experience that I decided not to try it again ever in my life.
But now when I sit and try to comprehend those things and patterns, then I realize that those were the indirect hints which were trying to tell me something. If that time, I had tried to hold my experience for a while, then I am sure, I would have been able to experience something. Something which would have made me comes face to face with my CORE, if not some other UNIVERSE.
Now I know why people say that it is a plant which should be treated with utmost respect. I am definitely trying it again and this time to unlock all the answers of my spiritual life and mind.
